I believe anything is possible.
Growing up in small town Saskatchewan was a blessing I will cherish forever. My childhood consisted of summer nights with neighbourhood friends and games like Kick the Can and Hide and Seek.
There were no prejudices back then. The only qualification for membership was you had to be from the neighbourhood. We were the Hillside Gang and we ruled the area from Edward Street to King. We played loud and hard and when the streetlights came on it was my queue to go home.
Winters were different. We still met outside each evening but I was bundled up in my bright yellow space suit. The freedom of running wildly through the neighbourhood ringing door bells and raiding gardens (what? I’ve never done that, sorry mom and dad) was replaced by the beauty of the night sky.
My evenings were filled with skating on the outdoor rink, tobogganing in the valley, building snow forts and my favourites -making snow angels and star gazing.
There is nothing more beautiful than a clear view of the Saskatchewn Sky on a cold winter night.
Each night as my snow angel came to life beneath me, I gazed up at the stars imagining what it would be like to go on a spaceship tour of our vast universe. Lying in the shadow of my icy breath, looking up, I could imagine the possibilities.
Is it possible that anything is possible?
Searching for answers during our journey to transition reminds me of my childhood nights spent gazing at our Milky Way. Like those who search the sky to solve life’s greatest mystery’s, I too have my questions. The subject of my questions is as mysterious as our universe.
Why is my child transgender?
Time will slowly reveal the secrets of our universe to us, but I don’t have century’s to wait.
I need answers now.
My need to find answers drove me like my imaginary spaceship. I searched the far reaches of my own universe for who, what, when, where and why?
I started eliminating things off my list.
Normal pregnancy, normal delivery – check.
In fact, this was my best pregnancy of 4. I wasn’t sick, I ate like a horse. There were no complications.
Early childhood development -check.
Our child met all the markers and grew up in good health.
Normal upbringing -check.
Our home is filled with love and laughter every day.
Baptized, raised and educated in the Catholic Faith.
This wasn’t my fault, it wasn’t my husband’s fault, or God’s fault, or the school’s fault, or a friend’s fault. It wasn’t my brother’s-sister’s-cousins-next door neighbour’s-babysitter’s fault.
This got me thinking.
Perhaps this really is just another one of life’s unexplained mysteries.
Is it possible humanity is experiencing another phenomenon, a Transgender Phenomenon?
Ancient Astronaut Theorists like Giorgio, propose evidence of visitors coming to our world since the beginning of mankind’s existence. Proof of the Alien Phenomenon is carved into our worlds history. Pictographs on everything from cave walls to Megalithic structures tell stories of man being visited by beings flying down from the Heavens.
Throughout our history humans have also experienced the Alien Abduction Phenomenon, reporting Close Encounters of the First, Second, Third and Fourth Kind. These are credible people that have reported similar experiences from all over our world. They can’t all be crazy.
Admit it, most us us have seen something unexplainable in our skies.
Are Gods from the heavens visiting us through time and manipulating our genetics?
Is it possible Gods and Aliens are one and the same?
Is it possible our human DNA was manipulated to introduce a Transgender generation into our world?
Is it possible my child is an Alien?
Is it possible that our humanity is being guided to a better future, a transcendent future?
IS IT POSSIBLE I WILL NEVER FIND THE ANSWERS I SEEK?
Whether I can explain it or not, I truly believe my child is meant to be this way.
Tonight as I gaze through my telescope at the wonder of the night sky, I am reminded of my bright yellow space suit and the naïve young girl it once protected.
Tonight I no longer yearn for that interstellar adventure.
I’m not a complete idiot.
Tonight, being the Amateur Ancient Astronaut Theorist that I am, and to satisfy my human nature to find the answers I deserve, I’m throwing it out there….
This one is for you Giorgio!
It is possible that Aliens did this?